I almost had heart failure when I tried to find my older rant/rave blogs in FB. On the exterior, there is only a smattering of a selection of FB posts. I knew that I had written almost every night or… errr…. early morning. So as I was fretting, I posted the question. DH came to my rescue and told me what to do. I know I also have it archived from JG. But it is somewhere. Just like DH has to keep sending me passwords to a site I am supposed to look at every week as I am losing the info constantly. So back to the rants. I finally found them after scrolling down and down to find October. When I did go back to October 10th and onwards, I was pleasantly surprised by all the well wishers and friends who took the time to write a message. Looking back at them, I might have glanced back then but I definitely want to one day, go and read them all. It might take a day or two of interruptedness, but it will be worth it. Even looking at the blog rants that I wrote. Most of the writes were lengthy and filled with raw emotion. From what I was able to read quickly (and I have never really re-read any of my own posts), I had alot to say and even then, I was saying it at 2 in the morning. Okay, it’s 3:07 a.m. now. The funny thing is that the virtual friends that I have on the East Coast are now just getting up to go to work. Or actually, they are probably driving to work. Uggg…. I really need to sleep. I have almost every blog post tucked away. I have to go back and do some cleaning up and then I will post them on the blog site. The writing then was more powerful than now and I was more obviously upset then.
I really do need to write earlier in the day in order to sound coherent. I am soooo tired right now but had to get a piece of writing done. (Let me know if you will home for dinner.) —-> I do not know where that sentence came from!!!
Hugz to you …. xoxo