Happy St Patrick’s Day. Wear green and wish on the shamrock. Amanda was part Irish too.
Not going to write much of anything. Not feeling great again. Probably tired. Need some sunshine and Vitamin D.
I did finally post the t-shirts and hoodies for the AT Legacy. I am checking into the cost of decals too.
Saddest thing today – looking at pictures of Amanda when she was young and with her friends. One of her bestest BFF’s (and I was staring at that pic today with tears) messaged me tonight to tell me how much she missed Amanda. And if she could talk to her one more time. To ask her the questions. I wish we all could. Actually, I think there were lots of her friends thinking about her tonight when I think about the messages I got. Most were triggered by something they saw that was a reminder.
Dear Amanda – Were you being impulsive? Not realizing how final your last action was. A mistake? A misjudgement? I would say yes but only you will ever know. If only we knew what the last hours were all about. If the dark cloud hadn’t come. Grrr….
Gotta go to bed. Having a lactose reaction and tummy hurts…
Night .. xoox