March 17 – Happy St Patrick’s day

Happy St Patrick’s Day.  Wear green and wish on the shamrock.  Amanda was part Irish too.

Not going to write much of anything.  Not feeling great again.  Probably tired.  Need some sunshine and Vitamin D.

I did finally post the t-shirts and hoodies for the AT Legacy.  I am checking into the cost of decals too.

Saddest thing today – looking at pictures of Amanda when she was young and with her friends.  One of her bestest BFF’s (and I was staring at that pic today with tears) messaged me tonight to tell me how much she missed Amanda.  And if she could talk to her one more time.  To ask her the questions.  I wish we all could.  Actually, I think there were lots of her friends thinking about her tonight when I think about the messages I got.   Most were triggered by something they saw that was a reminder.

Dear Amanda – Were you being impulsive?  Not realizing how final your last action was.  A mistake?  A misjudgement?  I would say yes but only you will ever know.  If only we knew what the last hours were all about.  If the dark cloud hadn’t come.  Grrr….

Gotta go to bed.  Having a lactose reaction and tummy hurts…

Night .. xoox

 

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About Carol Todd

Being the mother of Amanda Todd has lead me on this journey shortly after Amanda's death on October 10, 2012. Amanda's prolific You Tube video has been viewed over 33 million times. Through this video, there has been an increased awareness about cyberbullying, social media safety and mental health. www.amandatoddlegacy.org
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8 Responses to March 17 – Happy St Patrick’s day

  1. Janice Vance says:

    I wrote a song for Amanda http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FuqJD4wGwao
    to honor her and bring attention to bullying as our health authority (IHA) had an “Anti-bullying” day. I so wanted you to hear it; but didn’t know how to reach you. I plan on getting more nurses (most are Moms too) involved in this and if there isn’t one-thought I would start a Website for nurses called “Nab”-Nurses against bullying.
    Hope to hear from you and I truly hope you like the tribute.
    Janice Vance R.N/Bsc.N, NUA,
    Clinical Practice Educator-Residential,
    Gateby LTC-Vernon,
    Ph: (250) 545-4456, Ext: #225
    P.S I did an interview with CBC discussing the impact of bullying on teens.

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  2. Savetheworld says:

    Definitely a mistake. 😦 ❤

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  3. Hamsi says:

    It is difficult to intrude into the space where a mother is grieving for her daughter, but we grieve with you. Amanda is with us in spirit on this St. Patrick’s day.

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  4. Paul K says:

    Happy St. Patricks Day Amanda and Carol.Looks like you have coming that sunshiny day you were asking for today Carol.Have a Happy day.

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  5. Michael S says:

    Happy St. Patrick’s Day Amanda, and Carol. There are many Princess Snowflakes flying around here today 🙂

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  6. merle48 says:

    “May you always walk in sunshine. May you never want for more. May Irish angels rest their wings right beside your door.”

    Meant to you Carol with true sincerity.

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  7. la Punisher says:

    Happy St paddy’s Day Amanda, Love ya lil Princess, RIP
    Carol it sounds like you need a little more time to yourself
    Hugz 2u Carol

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