Bittersweet moments of Amanda ….


The whirlwind of the week started last Sunday in Winnipeg for the Beyond Borders Symposium and Awards where Glen Canning, Leah Parsons and myself received the Rosalind Prober Award for advocacy with child sexual exploitation after the deaths of Amanda and Rehtaeh.  I have said the word ‘bittersweet’ numerous times over the course of the week and it is the only word that pops up in my mind to describe how I feel as Amanda’s mom, a parent who cares about all children and families around the world.

Glen, Leah and I have been in communication since we met last May in Winnipeg but have not seen each other since in person since then.  Leah couldn’t make it to Winnipeg due to another commitment.  Glen and I were to arrive in Winnipeg on Sunday within hours of each other.   Anticipating seeing him again brought up the emotional rollercoaster.   I always remember Glen’s words that we were bound by the facts that we have lost our daughters in similar tragic ways and we were ‘members in a group’ which needs no other members.  I did finally see Glen later that evening before the arranged dinner by Beyond Borders and was enveloped in a big hug.  That hug brought on tears that I could only explain as happy but yet sad tears.  I felt a sense of calmness seeing Glen again and we were able to have a conversation like old friends.  Being able to talk about things that very few would understand was so important.

Winnipeg became a whirlwind of media and meeting different people.  It went by in a blur but contained many memories.  A huge thank you both Beyond Borders and the Canadian Centre for Child Protection for being such a warm and caring family to us.

Instead of going back home to B.C., I decided to go onwards to Ottawa for the tabling of the new Cyberbullying Act – The Protecting Canadians from Online Crime Act that was to be tabled in the House of Commons on Wednesday.  The experience was memorable listening to the mentions of Amanda and Rehtaeh as girls who have died a senselessly due to cyberbullying and exploitation.  The moment made me think about why I was there and made me sad to think about.  Listening to the media release after by MP Steven Blaney (Minister of Public Safety Canada) and MP Peter McKay (Minister of Justice and Attorney General of Canada) plus the words from Lianna McDonald from Canadian Centre for Child Protection was what made it all seem more real.  To be in the parliament buildings and watching it all in real time.  

The media was seriously wanting opinions right away and we were all kept busy with this.  I was able to spend a day with Allan Hubley (father of Jamie Hubley who took his life in October 2011 from bullying/cyberbullying/harasssment from his peers) about the new act in detail and we both came up with the same conclusion — this legislation is needed to save kids.  It has been a long time coming and as parents who have lost our children, it is a necessity.  In the past few days, there have been lots of ruckus about the contents in the document containing information about the new act.   One that keeps coming up is saying that both Amanda and Rehtaeh have been exploited by our government to get other legislation put through that would affect the privacy of all Canadians.  Once again, can we get back to the ‘making Canadians – namely children – safer online please.

The question that I heard the most from media was this one – Do you think this piece of legislation would have ‘saved’ Amanda?   I would have to answer a probable ‘YES’ to that question.  If the police were given more guidelines and training back then, they could have done their job in looking in the right places for the perpetrator who took the photo and/or shared them on the internet.  I hope that now, there will be more training in place  More internet safety/social media education, resources and prevention programs for young people in schools and communities.

CBC’s Fifth Estate – Sextortion of Amanda Todd paints a good picture on what happened to Amanda online and what happened when we called the police for help.  It is a must see for every adult and also for teens to watch with parental guidance.  Does it make me angry to see sexploiting others, especially young girls and boys.  Of course it does.  I so wish that this hadn’t happened to Amanda but unfortunately it did.  This new law would also have protected her more from those of  her peers that chose to harass and make threatening comments to her online.

Unfortunately it is too late for Amanda, Rehtaeh, Jamie and Todd.  But it can be for the other kids that are in the present and those that will belong in our future.

http://news.nationalpost.com/2013/11/20/federal-government-tables-cyberbullying-bill-that-will-make-it-illegal-to-send-intimate-images-without-consent/

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About Carol Todd

Being the mother of Amanda Todd has lead me on this journey shortly after Amanda's death on October 10, 2012. Amanda's prolific You Tube video has been viewed over 33 million times. Through this video, there has been an increased awareness about cyberbullying, social media safety and mental health. www.amandatoddlegacy.org
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4 Responses to Bittersweet moments of Amanda ….

  1. la Punisher says:

    From day one until now,,, a lot of territory has been covered and laws are changing to protect the children, You are doing a wonderful job Carol… Keep up the good work… Peace and Love go with you as the B-day approaches
    Hugz 2 U and your family
    AMANDA
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    ℒℴѵℯ ℒℴѵℯ ℒℴѵℯ ℒℴѵℯ

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    • Hamsi says:

      La Punisher, I am also deeply aware of the poignancy of this happening as Amanda’s 17th birthday approaches. Unhappily, the purpose of her short life was to nudge society to tackle the pitfalls of this new technology. Carol, I can understand the “bittersweet” nature of your feelings.

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      • Hamsi says:

        As well, my thoughts go out to all the other innocent lives lost in this way. This is a moment of vindication for all the parents and loved ones.

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      • la Punisher says:

        Hamsi: Good for you.. stay on the side that’s right and stand up where others are to weak..
        Peace and Love to Carol and family My heart goes out to them…

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